Mohammad always will hold a special place in my heart because I didn't know how much Love a heart could hold until I fell in love with him; my first born, my shadow... He never used to leave my side, and I never left his. But, I was happy when he joined school. I wanted to have him adventures. I wanted him to have fun... The first time he stepped into the house with a messy shirt, I got excited imagining him painting his hands - well he's very sophisticated in that matter, it has always been hard for me to get him paint his hands.. The third time he walked in with a dirty uniform, I almost screamed. Lol! yeah, that happens with mothers - but then I remembered why it was acceptable for me to let him go to school so early.. Because, I want him to have adventures, have stories of his own, live and not be afraid...
My dear boy, I don't see your smile anymore. I see your eyes weary for some reason I cannot comprehend or even mend. You'll just be turning 4, but I don't want you to have a day that you believe you're not IT... You're a world and more to the family of 4 we are.
Right now, I'm hoping that you find a good friend who doesn't make you feel threatened like the one you're currently sticking around with.. I pray you feel contentment, for there's no bigger treasure than that... I dearly want you to be a good person, a wise man, an honorable soul...
I pray this for you, if you ever want to know..!!
My dear boy, I don't see your smile anymore. I see your eyes weary for some reason I cannot comprehend or even mend. You'll just be turning 4, but I don't want you to have a day that you believe you're not IT... You're a world and more to the family of 4 we are.
Right now, I'm hoping that you find a good friend who doesn't make you feel threatened like the one you're currently sticking around with.. I pray you feel contentment, for there's no bigger treasure than that... I dearly want you to be a good person, a wise man, an honorable soul...
I pray this for you, if you ever want to know..!!
